So, I figured I’d try to “not want” for the afternoon. This turned out to be quite unsuccessful! With the start of each day, the list of I “wants” is long. To name just a few: the alarm clock to stop and the time flashing on it to be incorrect; of course coffee; the sun to be up already; the dog not to bark; for the day to go well (especially the meeting this afternoon I’m worried about)… To not want must be a miracle and gift from God. I think of how relaxing it would to “not want” — the stress it might take away, the pressure it could relieve. It’s been fascinating to think and pray about. There’s a peacefulness in not “wanting” or demanding that things (or people) go a certain way — mainly my way. I think I’ll try this again today, and see what else I can learn, or if I can go for even five minutes without wanting!

Great word Melodious Monk – thank you.