Sometimes I not not know how to fix
what is broken
All I know is that I have pulled back
inside my shell.
My wife gives me a few things to do;
and I do them, not because I love following directions;
in fact it takes some effort to close my mouth from reciting
a list of excuses for why this might not be the best time.
I just get into motion and do them.
Somewhere along the way I notice a ray of hope springing up
inside myself. These few little things I am doing have cracked open
the walls of my barricade. I am starting to feel a little