Control

by Melodius Monk  

Working on a new building project this week, I’ve been reminded how much I live constantly at the mercy of God. Daily, I take so much for granted. In this modern age we can seemingly do so much, and we have so many good tools and “things”. Working outdoors on a roof at 35 feet, I can only do so much to control what can be accomplished that day. I am at the mercy of the rain, the sun and the wind — none of which I can control. I must trust the days accomplishments to a source higher then me.
 
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About Melodius Monk

I'm 30 years old, and I grew up at the Community of Jesus. My parents moved from Ohio to live at the Community two years before I was born, so with the exception of a few years at college, I’ve lived in the Community my whole life. I became a Novice Brother in 2003, and made my profession as a brother in 2005. Currently I have a pretty varied life as a brother. In addition to daily responsibilities in our liturgies, I cook, sing, play trumpet, and am responsible for various cleaning and maintenance needs in the church building (my favorite jobs is changing the light bulbs at 45 feet!) I also arrange transportation for brothers to various appointments, work on repairing musical instruments, clean the barn, give tours of the church, make the weekly food menu for the Friary, and help out with various other needs as they arise around the Community. Growing up, I was not particularly interested in the religious life, but I met Jesus at an inter-varsity fellowship meeting my second year in college, and that re-directed my life drastically. I feel very fortunate to have found my life’s calling, and the hope for more wholeness is what keeps me on my monastic journey on difficult days.

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